So today is Benji's first play date. I was a little weary about him going, not so much for him, but for the people who were going to have to look after him. He's a good boy, don't get me wrong, but I don't know, I just feel bad pawning him off on other people I guess. So My visiting teacher came to get him to play with her son. Benji hopped right in the car and had no trouble whatsoever. I should be a proud mother that he doesn't need me and that he's so sociable to go with people he doesn't really know, but a goodbye would have been nice. Anyway now I'm bored and I miss him. He's a lot of entertainment for me I guess, keeps me occupied. Now I'm not sure what to do with myself. I didn't really want to go anywhere in case they called, since it is the first day, but what is a person to do. Boy I am going to be terrible when he heads off to school, or at least when both James and him are in school. I'm pathetic. I guess I'll go eat some ice cream and watch soaps, not. I'll go read a book and eat ice cream. That sounds better. I think. Can you tell I'm lost? I better just end this before it gets too pathetic.
Heidi