So this morning I was feeding James at 2 o'clock in the morning and all the sudden I hear Benji say "Mom." He was saying my name in his sleep. It was so cute. It was such a lift to me because sometimes I wonder if being a mom is even fun at all. It can be a very dirty job and sometimes they cry and act like they don't like you and you have to discipline them for their own good. It's difficult. Also, the sleepless nights and changing really stinky poopy diapers and the 2-year old defiance can really wear on you. But then, they give you a hug or make you laugh and somehow you forget all the other stuff. You really appreciate the opportunity you've been given to nurture and direct such wonderful human beings. I just feel really blessed to have two such wonderful sons.
I am also thankful for having such an easy labor with James. I know others who have not had such a fun time of it and I don't think I could have handled it. I think Heavenly Father knows what we need when we need it, how much we can really handle. All I know is that I am really blessed.