Enlightenment is a good thing.

So yesterday Benji had Grandma day with my mom, which was totally awesome. I took the opportunity to go to the temple, since I haven't been in 8 months. (That's a really long time.) It was so nice and peaceful and my mind and body were able to relax, really relax, for the first time in probably 8 months. I love going because your mind is clearer and the influences of the world are shut out from around you. I think I learned a few things too, one of which I will share. It probably won't mean much to you guys, but it hit home to me. As you all have read I have had a horrible pregnancy, at least to me it hasn't been fun, and I haven't really felt that good most of the time. I came to the inspired conclusion that it has all been for my own good. I had the feeling that I would definitely overdue if I felt good and could cause harm to myself or the babies I carry. So it's really my own fault and even though I realize this and could very well take it easy, I don't think I would and Heavenly Father knows that too. He's just making me miserable for my well being as well as the babies. So I guess I'll stop complaining so much because it really is my own fault. Well I better go, Super Why is over and Benji is starting to cause a ruckus.