Friday, March 14, 2008

Feeling good comes at what cost?

So I don't feel like I have much to write, but since you all are on pins and needles waiting to hear my latest escapades, I feel I need to write more often than perhaps I should, given the fact I have nothing to talk about.

For a while now I have been wanting a new comforter and bedspread for our bed. Do you ever just get the urge to redecorate or change things up a bit? I do, all the time. I can just walk through my house or into a room and things just don't feel right to me. So I think for months and months about what I can do to change it or make it feel better. Well that's what I've gotten from my room. I need something in there to liven it up a bit. So I think I found the bedspread I want, but I found it a week ago and for those who know me and my lack of patience, it has been killing me to wait to get it. I'm pretty sure I'm going this morning, at least I sincerely hope I do because my patience is wearing thin.

Poor Dave, he probably didn't know this about me, but I could probably change things in our house every four years and feel good about it. I like change. I like mixing things up. I don't like being stuck with the same old for too long. For instance we have lived here for approximately 3 1/2 months and I have already changed things around. I moved some pictures around in the living room and I actually painted a painting a month ago and then added something to it just the other day to finalize it or complete it or make it just right. I know I'm crazy, but I can't seem to settle down and relax until it all just feels good.