Friday, March 28, 2008

Woe is me

So it's been two days and nothing, nada, zilch, zero, no action whatsoever. I am going so crazy. I guess it's my own fault for being impatient, but man to tease a girl like that in her last weeks of pregnancy only to have the opportunity to deliver ripped from the clutches of your fingers. It's horrible. I know I have 2 weeks left and that I should cherish every moment I have, but it is so difficult for me. I guess Heavenly Father is trying to teach me patience, and boy am I sure failing. I know James will come when he's ready, but what about me. Me, me, me. I know it's all I think about anymore. I have become quite selfish being pregnant. I apologize to all who have to encounter my wrath and bow down to my every whim. (I hope I'm not that bad, but some days I sure feel like it.) Well I better go. I just had to vent a little. I'm feeling a little depressed and picked on, although I'm not. I just want everyone to feel sympathy I guess. I don't know what I want exactly. I'll just go now. I'm yammering. Blah, blah, blah.

Heidi