So Dave and I decided this will be our last try for a while. It is exhausting and I am tired of it all. I don't know what the outcome is yet but whatever will be, will be. I have gained 20 lbs. In the last 4 months. I don't feel healthy. I can't see me trying to bring a kid into the world this way. I am at the weight I was when I was just about to give birth. It doesn't feel good. I am going to take a six month hiatus, maybe more, to get this excess weight off. And who knows maybe it will fix my clockwork. :0) I am kind of excited about it, a new goal, a healthy goal, because at the rate I am going things don't look so good.