Monday, July 23, 2012

I think the fog is lifting.....again.

Well the last six weeks have been brutal, but I think, and hope, the fog is finally lifting again. I almost feel normal again, especially today (knock on wood). And even though it took me 3 months to lose 12 pounds there is something so crazy about gaining it all back in 6 weeks. Thank you thyroid. I guess I am going to have to start all over. Me thinks I will never finish this race, but I know I will never get anywhere at all if I don't try. This week Benji starts first grade. 3 weeks ago he was only in Kindergarten. Where does the time go? Why must I part with my little man so soon? Have I mentioned I really dislike year round school? Well I do. It messes with my head this year round stuff. As soon as you get things figured out one way or the other you are either taking a break or headed back on track. I'm not very good at that. Just keep them in school forever and then have them home for the summer, is that too much to ask? I know I have a lot of friends who love it, but it is hard on this mama bear. I guess life goes on. Each day comes whether you're ready for it or not, we just have to make the best of it. I know I will try with school and with my health. It's always easier said then done. One day I will be perfect ;0) in the meantime I will continue to whine and gripe the best way I know how... in silence.