Well we have completed another year and another tree. This has been the most awesome experience. I hate that we had to lose Lucy in order to want to do this, but she really has changed all our lives and continues to bless us so deeply. I didn't escape from the tears either, but I got them out on the car ride over and let's face it a little at the festival of trees too. I miss her. Frankly I miss my brother's whole family. They live so far away now. Every week I am about ready to jump on a plane and go see them...if only I had lots of money. At least they are able to come for Christmas. I am so excited. Merry Christmas everyone! And Lucy, thanks...for everything.